Here are scans of these little postcards I’m working on ~!
Can check them out here!
I’m so fucking angry at people for treating me like shit and so angry at myself the same time that I can’t express it,not only that but my anxiety forces me to treat them like gods.
Anonymous asked: How are you doing, everything ok? Withdrawal can be a bitch, I know cause I get crazy symptoms just by missing my daily dose (Effexor if you're wondering). To answer your last question, I'm not doing anything really. That's why my depression is worsening. Have to activate myself somehow.
Thank god it lasted only 3 days,my doctor warned me of 10,I was on Effexor too,I think it was the scariest I’ve taken.do you have any motivation to do anything?I feel like the last bit is drained out of me.what are you thinking of doing?
Anonymous asked: can't stand what? you okay?
I got off my medication and had withdrawal symptoms,but it wore out now,I’m better,thanks.
i want this to be over,i can’t stand it if it lasts another day.
Anonymous asked: Nice job using homophobic slurs.
Did you see that in your dream?
i’m really jealous of the type of people who laugh with comedies like “according to Jim”,you know they genuinely think life is fair and you can bet they’ve never had a moment of existential crisis.
- John Eldridge (via dulcetive)
i’m so overwhelmed when people are nice to me,my brain does its thing and shuts down cause i honestly can’t handle it.i go about life thinking everyone’s out to get me and that’s not even farfetched,most people are cunts,but on that rare occasion someone does something nice,which is usually discreet,they think i don’t notice but i do,i leave nothing unnoticed and i feel so humbled and beholden to them,saying thank you or whatever doesn’t seem enough.Words are words and i have the need to convey emotions.